When I woke up today, I thought the only pain that I need to deal with is my swollen hand and feet due to edema. I also thought that it would only be due to my aching muscles after an intense 45-min cardio HIIT workout.

I was so wrong.

I never thought that today would be the day that my heart would break into a tiny, million pieces once more because of a loss.

Today, I lost you.

No matter how hard I try to describe it, I can’t. The pain is too much to be described by the words that we, humans, know.

I tried to prepare for this but no amount of time or mind conditioning could really prepare humans from losing their furry friends.. their furbabies…

I will visit you in a few hours, my Belito. My heart and soul will forever have a paw-shaped void that no one else can fill.

Run free and happily cross the rainbow bridge. I love you.